living and letting die
psycology of stupidity and lies
I've become what I most hate
started playin' with others' fate
took the only jewel we all are born with
put it on fire and it burned
made myself a monster by wondering "if"
turned my face away from the things I've learned
for the sense of taste and pleasure
I made a thousand families cry and suffer
yes I'm wrong and for that I apply the closure
filled with shame and pain, so I wander
please bring me the serenity and clarity of mind back
for my actions I mourn with my soul covered in black
I don't wanna take another animal's life again
these are words of desperation, lines of prayer. Amem.